Past, is something which haunts you at points of lives. Others judge you for what you were, and not what you are NOW. Maybe they are not ready to accept that people can change.
Love me for what i m, and not hate me for what i was!
:(
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
And taking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
And taking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
This Could Happen :D
This was a forward sent to me by a friend , do go through it!!
its HILLARIOUS!! :D
India Vs Pakistan ,Nuclear war
The Pakistan army decides to launch a nuke-missile towards India.
They don't need any permission from their government(actually such a thing does not exist in Pakistan), and promptly order the countdowns.
Indian technology is highly advanced.
In less than 8 seconds, Indian army detects the Pak Countdown and decides to launch a missile in retribution.
But they need permission from the Government of India.
They submit their request to the Indian President. The President forwards it to the Cabinet.
The Prime Minister calls an emergency Lok Sabha session. The LS meets, but due to several walkouts and severe protests by the opposition, it gets adjourned and adjourned indefinitely.
The President asks for a quick decision.
In the mean time, the Pak missile failed to take off due to technical failure.
Their attempts for a re launch are still on.
Just then the Indian ruling party is reduced to a minority because a party that was giving outside support withdraws it.
The President asks the PM to prove his majority within a week.
As the ruling party fails to win the confidence vote, a caretaker government is installed.
The caretaker PM decides to permit the armed forces to launch a nuclear missile.
But the Election Commission says that a caretaker government can not take such a decision because elections are at hand.
A Public Interest Litigation is filed in the Supreme Court alleging misuse of power by the Election Commission.
The Supreme Court comes to the rescue of the PM, and says the acting PM is
authorized to take this decision in view of the emergency facing the nation.
Just then one of the Pak missiles successfully took off, but it fell 367 miles
away from the target, on its own government building at 11.35AM.
Fortunately there were no casualties as no employee had reached the office that early.
In any case, the nuclear core of the missile had detached somewhere in flight.
The Pakistan army is now trying to get better technologies from China and USA.
The Indian Government, taking no chances, decides to launch a nuclear missile of its own, after convening an all-party meeting.
This time all the parties agree.
Its three months since the Pak army had started the nuclear war.
But as Indian preparations begin, "pro-humanity" and "anti-nuclear" activists come out against the Government's decision.
Human chains are formed and Road Rail Blockades are organized.
In California and Washington endless e-mails are sent to Indians to stop the war condemning the Indian government and mentioning "Please forward it to as many Indians as possible".
On the Pakistan side, the missiles kept malfunctioning. Some missiles deviate from target due to technical failures or high-speed wind blowing over Rajasthan.
Many of them land in the Indian Ocean killing some fishes.
Pakistan had enough of it's own technology.
A missile (smuggled from USA) is pressed into service.
Since the Pakistan army is unable to understand its software, it hits its original destination: Russia. (The smuggled missile was an old one made during the cold war times)
Russia successfully intercepts the missile and in retaliation launches a nuclear missile towards Islamabad.
The missile hits the target and creates havoc.
Pakistan cries for help. India expresses deep regrets for what has happened and sends in a million dollars worth of Parle-G biscuits.
Thus India never gets to launch the missile.
Pakistan never gets it right.
And
we live happily ever after!!!!
its HILLARIOUS!! :D
India Vs Pakistan ,Nuclear war
The Pakistan army decides to launch a nuke-missile towards India.
They don't need any permission from their government(actually such a thing does not exist in Pakistan), and promptly order the countdowns.
Indian technology is highly advanced.
In less than 8 seconds, Indian army detects the Pak Countdown and decides to launch a missile in retribution.
But they need permission from the Government of India.
They submit their request to the Indian President. The President forwards it to the Cabinet.
The Prime Minister calls an emergency Lok Sabha session. The LS meets, but due to several walkouts and severe protests by the opposition, it gets adjourned and adjourned indefinitely.
The President asks for a quick decision.
In the mean time, the Pak missile failed to take off due to technical failure.
Their attempts for a re launch are still on.
Just then the Indian ruling party is reduced to a minority because a party that was giving outside support withdraws it.
The President asks the PM to prove his majority within a week.
As the ruling party fails to win the confidence vote, a caretaker government is installed.
The caretaker PM decides to permit the armed forces to launch a nuclear missile.
But the Election Commission says that a caretaker government can not take such a decision because elections are at hand.
A Public Interest Litigation is filed in the Supreme Court alleging misuse of power by the Election Commission.
The Supreme Court comes to the rescue of the PM, and says the acting PM is
authorized to take this decision in view of the emergency facing the nation.
Just then one of the Pak missiles successfully took off, but it fell 367 miles
away from the target, on its own government building at 11.35AM.
Fortunately there were no casualties as no employee had reached the office that early.
In any case, the nuclear core of the missile had detached somewhere in flight.
The Pakistan army is now trying to get better technologies from China and USA.
The Indian Government, taking no chances, decides to launch a nuclear missile of its own, after convening an all-party meeting.
This time all the parties agree.
Its three months since the Pak army had started the nuclear war.
But as Indian preparations begin, "pro-humanity" and "anti-nuclear" activists come out against the Government's decision.
Human chains are formed and Road Rail Blockades are organized.
In California and Washington endless e-mails are sent to Indians to stop the war condemning the Indian government and mentioning "Please forward it to as many Indians as possible".
On the Pakistan side, the missiles kept malfunctioning. Some missiles deviate from target due to technical failures or high-speed wind blowing over Rajasthan.
Many of them land in the Indian Ocean killing some fishes.
Pakistan had enough of it's own technology.
A missile (smuggled from USA) is pressed into service.
Since the Pakistan army is unable to understand its software, it hits its original destination: Russia. (The smuggled missile was an old one made during the cold war times)
Russia successfully intercepts the missile and in retaliation launches a nuclear missile towards Islamabad.
The missile hits the target and creates havoc.
Pakistan cries for help. India expresses deep regrets for what has happened and sends in a million dollars worth of Parle-G biscuits.
Thus India never gets to launch the missile.
Pakistan never gets it right.
And
we live happily ever after!!!!
Fun with Acquaintance
Change
No, i m not talking about CHANGE in terms of Money
change is inevitable.
I try to overlook this fact but everytime i have done that, mother nature has demonstrated to me the HARD WAY.
Why does everything have to change? It hurts, when Friends or Family change, their attitude changes. Though it doesnt matter after some time?? No, you just try to ignore it.
change is good.
NOT ALWAYS!!
change is inevitable.
I try to overlook this fact but everytime i have done that, mother nature has demonstrated to me the HARD WAY.
Why does everything have to change? It hurts, when Friends or Family change, their attitude changes. Though it doesnt matter after some time?? No, you just try to ignore it.
change is good.
NOT ALWAYS!!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
I can't be who you are
"Leave Out All The Rest" - LINKIN PARK
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
School Mates
Yesterday, i met a school friend of mine like after 4 years. Have you noticed, there were days.. when you would discuss about the pranks and teachers and all the fun that we did in school. But now mostly the discussion goes into what one is doing.. as in what course, college and future plans and all.
Even though i try hard not to get into it but it slowly drifts to that.
Whatever it be, we all agree to a point, SCHOOL DAYS WERE FUN.And in my opinion, Friends made during your school days are the best ones. Try holding on to them :)
Even though i try hard not to get into it but it slowly drifts to that.
Whatever it be, we all agree to a point, SCHOOL DAYS WERE FUN.And in my opinion, Friends made during your school days are the best ones. Try holding on to them :)
Monday, February 16, 2009
Hmmmmm
In 2 different incidents, felt LIED TO and BETRAYED today :)
2) 20, NOT 25
1) You thought it was me?!
2) 20, NOT 25
1) You thought it was me?!
Aero India 2009
Woke up at 07:35 , got a call at 07:40 asking me to get ready in 15mins for the Air Show at Air Force Station Yelahanka. My friend got free passes for us.
It was the first Air Show for me, and since it was the last day of the show and it was on SUNDAY, the place was EFFED up! CROWDED.
The main attraction for AERO Shows have always been the Surya Kirans making Indian Flag in the Sky.
we were there from 09:40 to 16:20 and all that while standing!!!
anyways, it was fun
Then went to his place, relaxed for a while, then took off and reached home by 23:30. Came online for a while, and then slept off.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Not so good end
A Great day with Friends, played lots of cricket after some time, chit chat and the regular group thingy. Then movie with a friend followed by a great dinner. After i see her off, am on my way back home. As i m inching towards my house, i m thinking about the great weekend i m having. I reach home late, about 11pm to realize that i left my keys at my friends place.
My dad, as part of security measures, locks the main gate along with the door. So i reach home and i m calling my dad who is inside for rescue. After repeatedly calling for 15-20times and getting no answer, assuming he slept off... i with my heavy body climb over a some hurdles to reach the insides of my house boundary. Then after ringing the bell for some 10mins, my dad shows up and opens the door.
I get in and freshen up. Then it comes to my notice, while climbing over the wall and those extra precautionary spikes, one of them has seriously teared up my right hand. After all the patching up and all, i go to my dads room to inform him about it. He was listening to songs on his new i-pod he got for himself a few days ago.
Then i know, why phone went unanswered and why door opened pretty late.I m a short tempered guy, whoever it be at the receiving end :|
(JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT)
I shout at him for about 20mins and almost broke his i-pod in anger.
Then i go to my room, slam the door and come online.
My dad, as part of security measures, locks the main gate along with the door. So i reach home and i m calling my dad who is inside for rescue. After repeatedly calling for 15-20times and getting no answer, assuming he slept off... i with my heavy body climb over a some hurdles to reach the insides of my house boundary. Then after ringing the bell for some 10mins, my dad shows up and opens the door.
I get in and freshen up. Then it comes to my notice, while climbing over the wall and those extra precautionary spikes, one of them has seriously teared up my right hand. After all the patching up and all, i go to my dads room to inform him about it. He was listening to songs on his new i-pod he got for himself a few days ago.
Then i know, why phone went unanswered and why door opened pretty late.I m a short tempered guy, whoever it be at the receiving end :|
(JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT)
I shout at him for about 20mins and almost broke his i-pod in anger.
Then i go to my room, slam the door and come online.
Friday, February 13, 2009
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